Thursday, September 24, 2009

Today we filled out and submitted our application for adoption. It should take a day to process. Then on to the next step. Exciting!

Friday, September 18, 2009

It was a Sunday morning, August 16th, 2009. Pastor had preached a message about orphans. We had been studying James and how we are not only to listen and know, but do what the Word says. James 1:27 Pure and genuine religion in the sight of God means caring for orphans and widows in their distress and refusing to let the world corrupt you. Following the sermon, we had Bible fellowship class and we were discussing a book, "Crazy Love" by Francis Chan. We talked about how we need to trust God to take care of us and how He blesses us when we trust.
It was now time to take prayer requests. D spoke up and mentioned about how it's neat that pastor was preaching on James and we were reading this book at the same time. He also began telling of what a blessing it has been for them to be adopting four children from Ethiopia. He stated that if we just step out and do what we are called to do, the blessings in return are amazing. D then shared that they just found out that the mother of the four children they were adopting had relinquished rights to two more of her children. The oldest 12? and the youngest 5mos? They didn't know if they should take them or if anyone else in their family or close friends would keep them in the same community. D asked the class if we would pray about what should happen or if any of us would feel led to adopt them.
Confirmation #1
All of the sudden, my husband, Reuben leaned over to me and said, "We'll take them". I was almost falling out of my chair. You see, God had given me the desire to adopt long ago. Reuben always seemed apprehensive and had some reasons why he didn't want to adopt. So, for the past two years, I had been praying about this. God wouldn't give me a desire for no reason. So, what an answer to prayer. Psalm 37:4,5 Delight yourself in the Lord, and He will give you your hearts desires. Commit everything you do to the Lord and He will help you.
I waited until church was over and asked Reuben in the car, if he could repeat himself. He said it again and oh, was I overwhelmed with joy. He called D's wife C, who had been home that morning with no electric and an asthmatic son, and told her we would take the kids. Reuben said she was so excited and asked that we would pray and make sure this is what the Lord wanted us to do. Well, I already knew it was what He wanted, I just hadn't voiced it. So, I told Reuben about how I had been praying for this.
Confirmation #2
I called my mom to tell her what was going on and to ask her to pray and she said, "Talk about God's timing, I was going to send you an article I read about two families adopting from Ethiopia for you to give to D and C, but I'll have you read it first." Wow, how cool was that?
That evening, was a benefit dinner for the Orphan Care Ministry at our church. Reuben was unable to go, so I went to share with D and C how we felt. That night, D and C shared their heart for missions and orphans and what the Lord has planned for them. I learned that they had prayed for God to give them six couples to call and have pray about the children and what God would have them do. We weren't one of these couples, but I still knew that we should adopt them. After the dinner, I approached D and C about the children and what I had been praying about. They were so happy about it and asked that we would continue to pray.
Later that week, we went on vacation and had some time to really focus and pray about things. God really gave me a peace that he would provide and everything would be fine. Oh, and we went on a time share tour and a couple from Ethiopia were on it as well. Ha! Love it!
It's so neat because for the past two years, I have been home with my children and God has shown me over and over about provision. He has been preparing me for this. I don't know how many times he has proven His love for us.
I remember last year, our air conditioner went out and we didn't know where we were going to come up with the money for a new one. We prayed. The next day, Reuben's grandmother wrote us a check for the exact amount that was needed. She didn't even know how much it was.
In December last year. we had talked about getting a bigger vehicle because we planned on having more children. We weren't real serious about it, but Reuben came home one day and said he found one online that seemed too good to be true. So, we went and looked at it. When we got there, we were told that normally you would have to wait for everything to be inspected and that could take awhile because of the amount of people in line. We happened to be the first in line. We were trading our car in and said to each other, we need a certain amount or we're not taking it. They came back with the exact amount we talked about to each other. Amazing! We knew this was the vehicle for us.
Every few months or so, I would get the urge or the feeling that I needed to go back to work so we could have some extra money around to be, what I thought was "Comfortable". Every time, God has put me in place and shown me that home is where I need to be. I Timothy 6:6-8 Choose to be content. Yet true godliness with contentment is itself great wealth. After all, we brought nothing with us when we came into the world, and we can't take anything with us when we leave it. So, if we have enough food and clothing, let us be content.
Matthew 6:25,33 That is why I tell you no to worry about everyday life-whether you have enough food and drink, or enough clothes to wear. Isn't life more than food and your body more than clothing? Seek the kingdom of God above all else, and live righteously, and he will give you everything you need.
Confirmation #3
Most recently, a week before we were led to adopt, Meghan, in our Bible fellowship class expressed on face book that she got a job and needed childcare for her son. I happened to be on when she posted this comment and thought, hey, I can do that. God, once more put me back in my place and provided money for the adoption that I didn't even know about at the time. Zachariah is such a joy to watch and is giving me practice for when we get the baby.
I am also going to be watching another family in our Bible fellowship class' son a few days a week. God provided Janna with an awesome opportunity to teach choir at a Christian school in the area. She was concerned about childcare for her youngest. Isn't it so amazing how the Lord works.
Confirmation#4 &5
So, we got back from vacation and had clear direction as to what God wanted for us. That next Sunday, we were in Bible fellowship class sharing what God had been doing in our lives and how excited we were. C spoke up and said that they had money donated for us already. AHHH! Praise the Lord! Talk about knowing where the Lord wants you and stepping out and being blessed. Oh, it's all for His glory! C also told of how the day Reuben called and said we would take the kids that she had been praying whoever would be wanting the kids would have no questions or concerns. Reuben had no questions or concerns when he called her. That's when C knew, we were the ones for the children. Though Reuben had questions later, it was what C needed to hear. God is Awesome!
We had the chance to share our news with some people. There have been mixed emotions, but we know where God wants us right now and it's here, doing what we are doing.
We received some information on the children. Names, pictures,etc. So we continued praying about everything. The next Sunday at church, I got the chance to share some information with some wonderful ladies from a class I had taken called, " The Incredible Journey". Oh, the plans God has for us. They prayed over me and shared words of encouragement. I'm so thankful for the people and situations God puts in our path. In taking that class, God has opened me up to a whole new perspective of Him, His Word, and the wonderful relationship we can have with Him. Ephesians 3:18 And you may have the power to understand as all God's people should, how wide, how long, how high and how deep his love is. It's cool to look back now and see how God's plan has unfolded and what is yet to come. I am so excited for it.
I was praying one night, and God spoke some pretty scary words to me. He told me that I would speak in front of many people. Speak?! That's one of the scariest things ever for me. I could sing all you want, but speak?! The next day I was praying and God spoke again and told me to write. Ok! I have a very difficult time expressing myself, so writing doesn't come easy. I love how God is molding and shaping me into what he wants me to be. I'm facing my fears, but not alone. Proverbs 3:5,6 Trust in Lord with all your heart, do not depend on your own understanding. Seek his will in all you do, and he will show you which path to take.
Galatians 2:20 My old self has been crucified with Christ. It is no longer Iwho live, but Christ lives in me. So I live in this earthly body by trusting in the Son of God who loved me and gave himself for me.
Philippians 4:13 I press on to reach the end of the race and receive the heavenly prize for which God, through Christ Jesus is calling us.
Confirmation #6
We received medicals for both of the children and both were negative for any major diseases . Praise the Lord! We had to send acceptance forms to the adoption agency and now are filling out the application to adopt. Please pray for clear direction and understanding through this process.
We are attending a monthly meeting for the Adoption/Orphan care Ministry at our church. It is very encouraging to be along side others who have the same call on their lives and share with them any concerns, praises or prayer needs we would have. Psalm 55:22 Give your burdens to the Lord and he will take care of you. He will not permit the godly to slip and fall.
There has been a song on my mind since this all has started and I would like to share the words with you. It's by Anointed and it's called, "The Call"
Vs. 1
It was on a day like no other
Seeking Your face when I discovered
My life was no longer my own, but Yours
Then I heard You say, "Go and tell them
To open your heart, let Me in
And I will supply your every need"

Then I cried, "Lord I don't know, If I can do it"
You will find your strength in Me, only believe
Then I said, "What if I fail, I just couldn't take it"
He said, " I have given you My ability

Chorus
For the sake, of the call
I am laying down my all
No turning back
Moving straight ahead
I'm on the right track
And it's all for the sake of the call

Vs.2
Sister let me encourage your heart
Brother, leave doubt behind, stay your part
Know that He's with you, yes He's there all the time
You may feel like you can't go on any longer
Though you are weak remember He's stronger
Through Him you can do most anything

Chorus

Bridge
Daily I press toward the mark for the prize
of the high calling of God in Jesus our Lord

Chorus

I will be keeping you posted on what's going on.